Sunday, May 29, 2005

HEY PPLE! this is nancy....wahooo! lol im a little happy this morning...it was fun talkin for basically the whole day 2 some of the awesome pple in my life.
hehehe maddy the house is havin fun!
its kinda sunny 2day! yay...
"what is it good for....absolutely nothing..." (war)...
lol
make love not war...
U PPLE ROCK! just 2 let u kno...REMEMBER
haha "love is a movement love is a revolution"
lol
don't worry maddy that was just random!
what r pple doin the last day of school??? we all gotta do something 2gether!
hope u hav fun at the movie sydsam!
"in my dreams i'll always c u soarin above the sky"
HAVE U LOST IT YET? lol thinkin of at like 3 or 4 in the morn
haha
"i i i i.....LET'S GO!"
hehehe
i think im on more sugar...or just happy...or BOTH ha!
hafta do some ddr or something 2day.. maddy goin 2 the lake! me goin home soon...o well YAY anyways..*smiles*
ok ok
I'll STOP...lol in this woot!
ok
TTYL pple ly!
MADDY ROCKs
~Nancy....

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Walk by Faith

*...well I will walk by faith even when I cannot see well because this broken road prepares your will for me....*
Hey people. How's it going? I'm bored and really should be studying but I suck at studying cuz I cant sit still and there's so many other better funner things to do. yea that's right funner. Anyways... nancy's sleepin over tonite! yay!! I'm in a strange mood, like really happy but somewhat depressed at the same time, again maybe cuz the weather's pretty crappy. I swear I'm like bipolar or sumthing. So I officially hate finals week. It sucks like no other. But only four more days, i can do it! Alright that's all I got for ya. Like I said to mike I haven't written any poetry or anything in SO long I feel like deprived of emotion. Hopefully I'll be able to write something soon.

*....I cried, never gunna hold the hand of another guy, too young for him they told her, waitin for the love of a travelin' soldier....*

Stay classy San Diego.

Maddy

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Here I am To Worship

Ah tonite is a goood night. I made a list of summer goals and listened to some newsboys which eventually brought me to tears. Good tears though. I've felt pretty far from God for the most part this year except for a few times where I just felt totally lost and came running back, relying that he would just accept me and it would be like nothing had changed since summer. August of last summer I experienced faith like I never had in my life, it was so amazing and I need to get that back. I think that's why I cried tonight, I mean this cd (Adoration by Newsboys) was liek the soundtrack of our mission trip last year and listening to it made some of that faith I had come back to me. Ok so here are my goals for the summer, hopefully to be aachieved by Sept. 30th.
1. Read the books of Jeremiah and/or 1 Corinthians
2. Attend/get involved at church more
3. get my flyaway on bars
4. get my beam dismount on the high beam
5. Be able to push myself harder so I can make state next yr
6. be able to run 2 miles
7. be/had volunteering/ed somewhere
8. get my permit
9. visit and get closer to Katie
10. become more outgoing
11. think more of others
12. figure out how/what to get involved with at school next yr

ok thats it so far. i g2g. love to you all!

*...Here I am to worship, here I am to bow down, here i am to say that you're my God you're all together lovel all together worthy all together wonderful to me....*

Sunday, May 22, 2005

summer......coming soon

so i went for a walk with roxy tonite and it was just like wow it's AMAZING outside right now. I couldn't get enough of it. I like walked all around the park and swung on the swings and thought about when molly and i used to swing on her swings and kick our clogs into the tree and c how many blossoms we could make fall off and then one time molly's shoe got caught and it was getting dark so we couldn't see it anywhere and my dad hadta come out with a flashlite and help us find it. *sighhhhhhh* so many good memories with molly, i have this pic of us making christmas cookies or sumthing when we were like 7, i luv it so much. i'll hafta put it up here when i get a chance. It feels like Molly was like my whole "childhood" (in quotes cuz my childhood isnt over yet!) And I haven't said one word to her since like last year which is sad. But things have gotta change, it's pretty inevitable. I swear every sunday night I wanna talk to people, like certain people, not quite sure why though. I figured out that I have like weird little like "security" kinda things that's it's just like routine to do and if it doesn't happen then I feel all weird. Strange I know...who knows I must be a very routine person. Not spontaneous whcih sorta sucks cuz spontaneous is fun. but yeaaaaaaaaa...... I'm just like rambling on here. So i'm gonna go. Promise I'll load that pic and put it on this entry later!

*....everything i have in this world and I'll that I'll ever be, it could all fall down around me just as long I have u right here by me....*

Love to yall!!!

MCS

geekmaster609 (6:04:03 PM): you're like a music goddess
Hahahahaha! mike still lmao about this! That's like the best compliment eva

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

She's my Kind of Rain

*....i confess like a child....she's my kind a rain, like love from a drunken sky, she's confetti falling down all night....*

Ciao! how are yall doin? I'm alright, might actually get to bed EARLY tonite, amazing! gah I'm so bored all the orch dorks are at their concert and nobody's online. Well Ally, Ellie and I FINALLY finished our rap. Turned out pretty good, the lyrics at least but I really don't care-it's done. so yea not much new here it's still raining like CONSTANTLY which totally sucks. I mean i like rain once in a while but surely not EVERY day. K I'm bored with this so I'm copying this from other ppls' blogs:
9 Favorite Bands...

9. OutKast

8. Maroon 5

7. Switchfoot

6. Evanescence

5. Five For Fighting

4. The Beatles

3. Rascal Flatts

2. Train

1. 3 doors down


8 Things You Would Do or Buy If You Won The Lottery...


8. get a trampoline and like an indoor gym, mayb a pool too

7. buy a house in like the caribbean

6. buy a car

5. Shop!

4. TRAVEL!

3. pay someone to get bush out of office-w/e it takes man

2. put more money into schools

1. Donate it to a bunch of different charities


7 Bestest Foods (yum)...


7. salad

6. strawberry smoothies

5. cereal

4. french fries

3. chicken

2. baked potatoes

1. chocolate


6 Favorite Stores...


6. charlotte russe

5. bakers

4. claires

3. american eagle

2. pac sun

1. TARGET


5 Things You Would Die Without...

5. hope

4. literacy

3. friends and family

2. music

1. food and water...duh


4 Good Books/Magazines...

4. to kill a mockingbird

3. teen people  

2. sister hood of the traveling pants

1. among friends


3 Places You Would Go If You Could , Anywhere In The World...

3. Egypt

2. Caribbean

1. spain


2 Best Songs Ever Written...

OMG THIS IS SOOO HARD!

2. Imagine~ John Lennon

1. The Real Life~ 3 doors down


1 Wish...

1. hmmmmm....... I wish that by the time I die I'll know what true love is.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

sunday morning rain is falling...

well actually it's not raining, surprisingly enough; but it is fricken cold outside which sucks cuz it's the middle of may! I want summer, but not a cold one. Anyways it's just another sunday today, sleepin in, doing homework, bein bored. had kind of an interesting night online last nite, but it's not too important and anybody who should know about it will. so yeahhhh......pretty bored with stuff right now, totally doesn't feel like the end of the year. Gymnastics is going pretty well tho, my level six stuff is gettin better which is a good sign since i hafta compete it in the fall and REALLY need to make it to state but then i need to get my level 7 stuff and etc etc etc. hopefully camp will help. well don't have much more to say and i better get going on my homework so until my next update.

Peace n Love (o ya I'm such a hippie lol ; ))

Madelyn Claire

*...That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on sunday morning And I never want to leave...*

Friday, May 13, 2005

TGIF!!!!!!!!!

hey! totally haven't updated in like a week! ahh. Not much has happened. Weather's crap, school was crap, BORING! My uncle got married but since i wasn't there it's like umm ok....that's kewl. Today was like one of the only good days this week. It was FINALLY friday and then nancy, brandon and katie came over tonite. it was fun, we had pillow fights and danced on crutches...well brandon did... hehehe ; ) and watched liar liar. God I love Jim Carrey! Uh such a random funny day today. our civics T.A. gave us a lecture today about safe sex and dr. ries totally didnt get it, no glove no love! lol omg i almost died. and it's always like craaaaaaaaaaazy when nancy and katie and brandon...well anyone really comes over. hmmm sorta lookin 4ward ot practice tomara but not entirely, o well something to do. Yea well don't have too much more to say, g2g fall backwards! LOL! JKJKJKJKJKJKJK! we're readin romeo and juliet in english and i'm really hyper...just don't ask.

lookin 4 summer,

Madelyn

Saturday, May 07, 2005

I Wish You Would...

Hola ustedes! Hoy es Sabado! Yay! Anyways my weekend's been good so far. Nancy, Sydaney and Brandon came over yesterday and we hung out for awhile, lol, nancy~roxy still wants to duel for brandon, she told me so. And then today I had practice and then I went to the "Pirates Of Penzance" (the school musical) tonite with nancy, katie, brandon, sydney and christina. That was fun, made me wanna be taking drama class again cuz i saw a buncha ppl from there who i don't getta talk to anymore...one inparticular but i wont mention any names. So yeah that's been my weekend. Oh! Just a shout out to brandon for lending me his simpsons dvd, even tho he doesn't read this hehe. Ah it's so nice, the weather's actually like warm and somewhat sunny now, it actually feels like spring!!!! *......Cuz when there's you I feel whole and there's no better feeling in the world.....* sry just some michelle branch that i'm listening to. I wish i was talking about someone inparticular there but nope. ...Idk right now i just want like a fun, non-emotionally-serious realtionship. Like just someone to hang/flirt/just like be with. ya kno?? idk i just wanna have fun and like be happy and not have all the stress of like a whole serious, way emotionally involved thing. who knows, that'd mean i'd hafta put less emotion into everything too which might not be a good thing so w/e way too confusing for tonite. all i know is i want someone. kinda got someone in mind right now but for sure wont pan out. meh. well guess i'll go and get some beauty sleep.

CAtCh Ya oN tHe FliPsiDe!

Maddy

*.....you used to say that there's a time we all deserve to lose our mind.....back home today, to stay the way u wished i would and i swear to stay the way u wished i would.....tonite i made a wish and i sure hope that it comes true cuz it's been to long without ya, it's been to long, come home today to stay the way i wished u would...*

Tuesday, May 03, 2005


Me at the lake last summer(aka my grandma's in stillwater) I really like this pic of me which is pretty amazing. look at those abs! ; )  Posted by Hello
Hey Y'all! Just thought I'd update and add some pictures. There'll for sure be more comin although I can only add em from the downstairs computer :( Anyways 22 days of school left. that's pretty awesome i guess then its off to drivers ed, gymnastics camp, iowa and chicago o and like 15 hrs a week of gymnastics practices and volunteering hopefully. I'm really excited for summer but it always goes by SO fast! Not much happening around here lately. I went to c hitchhikers guide to the galaxy on Saturday. Didn't think i'd like it, just kinda went to get outta the house cuz i was sick all weekend but it ended up being better than i expected. it's finally decent outside again, yay! Can't wait til I getta go and swim at the lake again! Gotta have some weekends out there again w/ nancy and ppl. I love it! that is totally my favorite place in the world!!!! if we ever lose it i will be devastated. Well gotta go shower and stuff. Until lata...

Madelyn Claire*

*....There's a place off Ocean Avenue where I used to sit and talk with you we were both 16 and it felt so right, sleeping all day, staying up all night...*


profile pic taken by katie like 3 yrs ago, god she's a good photographer! Posted by Hello