way too much time on my hands

.: x Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: ...of big brother, but still more it was an act of self-hyp...bet u can't guess what book! ;)
.: x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. wall
.: x What is the last thing you watched on TV? umm music videos
.: x Without looking, guess what time it is: 224
.: x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 309
.: x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? music that i'm listening to
.: x When did you last step outside? What were you doing? like 2 hrs ago, taking the dog outside
.: x Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? umm somones xanga
.: x What are you wearing? pj pants, sweatshirt, glasses
.: x Did you dream last night? mhm
.: x When did you last laugh? last night...laughed SOOO much
.: x What is on the walls of the room you are in? white paint
.: x Seen anything weird lately? hmm ha that mag with those gusy w/ the HUGE ass mustaches
.: x What do you think of this quiz?eh
.: x What is the last film you saw? harry potter
.: x If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? an ipod/digital camera/trampoline
.: x Tell me something about you that I don't know: hmm i love it when guys r close to their family
.: x If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? I dunno
.: x Do you like to dance? yesss even tho i can't
.: x George Bush: wow wayyyyy to many bad things come to mind
.: x Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? grace
.: x Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? umm jordan
.: x Would you ever consider living abroad? i guess so, dunno where tho
.: x What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? Not really sure, don't really wanna know wither

almost thanksgiving

well happy almost thanksgiving. Actually I'm not all that excited for thanksgiving tomara, not quite sure why, maybe because my sister isnt coming so I won't have anyone to talk to like this whole weekend, maybe because I'd rather spend saturday and sunday hanging out with my friends rather than being out at the lake ALL weekend. next weekend is gonna be awesome though. Not quite sure what I'm gonna do after it's over, I'll have like nothing to look forward to unless stuff happens ;) but it won't so yea.... I REALLLLLY hope my mom'll be cool for once and let guys sleep over, that'd be phenomenal. Still trying to figure out how to talk her into it. But annnnyways...I think this 6 day weekend has already hit it's high which is sorta sad since it's only the 2nd day. But shopping was really fun yesterday :) and girls totally beat the guys in guesstures hahahaa. We have the most hilarious sadies group ever, its amazing. But i'll stop now. Umm dunno what else to say my uncle went home from the hospital on monday so that's a really good thing. I can't wait until my sister gets back, I haven't seen her in sooooo long. and emailing gets old after like 3 months. But she comes back in a month! yay! christmas will be fun. except I really don't ahev any money to buy people presents which will be a problem...o well not like I know what to get anyone anyway. Alright well I'm gonna end this boring entry. Happy turkey day everyone.

thee one and only fante

hmm just bored...

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

this must be...POP

hey hey!
thank god it's friday! whoo. today was a pretty good day, got to see nancy quite a bit which is always kewl, my apush test wasn't too bad and overalll it was a pretty ok day. Can't wait til next tues tho cuz no school for the rest of the week and goin shoppin with the whole sadies group, shall be interesting times. haha. i think i'll like collapse from laughter. Hoping to do somethin w/ people tomara, seeing harry potter? who knows. But yep, that's about it, pumped for thanksgiving and sadies! Like EVERYONE is going to sadies i swear, it's gonna be such a blast! alright well i'm gonna go do somethin, find a good moovie maybe, take advantage of having the house to myself. add more later.
<333

*...your body starts to rock, baby you can't stop and the music's all you've got, cmon now, this must be POP!...*
hahaha u know u love it!

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we be jammin

wow crazy day for sure. Had an extremely disappointing night last night cuz my uncle had to go back into the hospital cuz his brain was hemoragging which was really sad and scary. So didn't get like any hw done. But then my dad called and we found out that he was stable and improving so that was awesome news. so then i made my sadies thingy and went to bed pretty happy. woke up went to school was REALLY hyper this morning then started freaking out about sadies about 4th hr, hadta take a test 6th hr which i hadn't realy studied for and everybody was like o i didnt kno u were gunna ask him blah blah blah and so i couldn't concentrate during the test/essay but w/e i'm wayy to hyped to care. MV FOOTBALL TONITE against eden prarie! WOOT! cannot wait! yay! def goin to sadies w/ matt he just called :) alright well that bout it.

LOVE u all!

~faNtE*

helpless...

ever been in a good mood for absolutely no reason? like you're just floating above all the shit and reality that you should be down swimming in? Well that's how I feel today, (no, no drugs are involved if you were wondering.) like it's just such a good day for absolutely no reason and even though I should be like freaking out and spending all my time with homework it jsut doesnt matter right now. It's an amazing feeling, being happy for no reason. idk anyways. . .I gotta figure out some creative way to ask someone to sadies. any ideas? Hmmm wat else to say. . .idk my schedule's been pretty full with gymnastics lately so I haven't gotten a chance to hang with like anyone in a while. This weekend hopefully, cept I have that dumb PLAN test on saturday morning at 745! iiiicccckkk!

*EDIT*

wow so yea the air was let out of that balloon fast. just got a call from my aunt saying that my uncle hasta stay at the hospital and chemo starts TODAY for him instead of next week. He has hairy cell leukemia (?) And he's had it for a long time but it been getting worse lately cuz the medicine he was taking no longer does anything, like his system has become immune to it which we knew would happen sometime but you just never really think about what happens after. Idk my dad feels like he always has to be there and take care of him and protect him and everything because my dad's the oldest and his dad died when he was 19. idk it's just really hard cuz my grandma's already lost one child and that's plenty hard enough. And then I like feel like I should be sad and everything and I am but then when i'm happy and like running around I think of Gary and I feel like I shouldn't be having this much fun when he's suffering. But you like can't do anything for him which makes everyone feel really helpless. And sometimes I worry about my dad and grandma more than I worry about gary because they worry about him so much and feel so helpless and just have to stand by and watch their brother/son suffer. And they've already lost a father/husband and a sister/daughter. I can't imagine it. well idk I have no more to say and this is making me more sad so I'm gonna stop.

Madelyn

<3country music<3

*...As long as yuo're standin by me there aint anybody as lucky as me...oh i got a 4 leaf clover got an angel over my shoulder, i wake up laughing, yea life is but a dream....*
So i've really gotten into some kind of country music phase since like last weekend. Not sure why. But I went and dug out all my old tapes and cds from like 3rd/4th grade when amanda first got me listening to country. I don't she even listens to it anymore, but that's not the point. So i've been listening to the same like 6 cds for the last 4 days. def brings back osme memories. idk sometimes i can't stand country but sometimes i really love it and i can't even decide why i do. Anyways...this weeekdn was a blast! Friday was the halloween dance/jenny's party b4hand, both were a ton of fun! ;) yay brandon, nancy and mike all had fun at the dance which was pretty surprising since they're like against school functions. Saturday after practice nancy, brandon and mike came over and hung out, made fun of me and such, it was fun tho. Sunday i had a meet in forest lake, it was ok, nothing special. Moday was pretty shitty, school was crap. but I went over to katie's for awhile to "do homework" with nancy and brandon and mike which made me happier. Today was better than yesterday at least, haven't got much hw cept the usual apush. Tomorrow's gotta be better tho, i hope that's the way my week'll go, I just gotta be outgoing, i will, i can do it! ;) alright well that's about all I got, I know ur sad cuz i can't ramble anymore. I'll save it for later.
until then your's truly,
Madelyn Claire

*...you've got me letting my guard down baby, i wanna see what love has to offer me, i'm showin all my cards, no more protecting my heart...*