Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Gone

What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Your Life: The Soundtrack

Opening credits:
“Dare You To Move” Switchfoot
“Unwritten” Natasha Bedingfield
Waking up:
“Window To The World” Shawn Colvin
Average day:
“Counting Airplanes” Train
First date:
“Somebody Like You” Keith Urban
“Heart Of Saturday Night” Shawn Colvin
Falling in love:
“Never Felt This Way” Alicia Keys
“When You Say Nothing At All” Alison Krauss
Love scene:
“Bless The Broken Road” (of course!) Rascal Flatts
Fight scene:
“Shut Up” Black Eyed Peas
Breaking up:
“So Sick” Ne-Yo
Getting back together:
“Some Say” Rascal Flatts
Secret love:
“Strange Relationship” Darren Hayes
Life's okay:
“I Feel Fine” The Beatles
Mental breakdown:
“I’m About To Come Alive” Train
“Breathe (2am)” Anna Nalick
Driving:
“Learning To Fly” Tom Petty
Lonely:
“Love Song For No One” John Mayer
Learning a lesson:
“Dead Wrong” The Fray
Deep thought:
“World On Fire” Sarah McLachlan
Flashback:
“Remember When” Alan Jackson
Missing someone:
“I Love You” Sarah McLachlan
“Look After You” The Fray
Content:
“California” Phantom Planet
Determined:
“Eye Of The Tiger” Survivor
Partying:
Wow wayyyy too many…
To sing to: “Respect” Aretha Franklin
To dance to: “Yeah” Usher “Billie Jean” Michael Jackson
Happy dance:
“Gonna Make You Sweat” C+C Music Factory
“Pump It” Black Eyed Peas
Regretting:
“Yesterday” the Beatles
Long night alone:
“Long Ride Home” Patty Griffin
“Don’t Know Why” Norah Jones
Death scene:
“Bittersweet Symphony” The Verve
Closing credits:
“I Hope You Dance” LeAnn Womack

Thursday, February 16, 2006

aww...i like it

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you

Your flirting style: friendly and sweet

What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance

Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Another Valentines Day...

uhhh so much homework tht i'm just not doing. Oh well, it'll all work out in the end right? I sure hope so, well i hope that for more than homework but you get it. It's Vday...meh this year i'm more like jealous of all those happy lovey people than I am depressed although I do feel a tad pathetic.

Hope your valentine's is better than mine. But feb. is like 1/2 over how freaking crazy is that?!! its like crazy and scary and exciting and i just hope everything works out and things actually do change once feb. is over. Cuz yea love's worth the wait but i'm an impatient person and i'm not gonna wait around foreer especially if things aren't gonna change at least a little, it's not like I'm asking a lot just coming over and talking to me once in a while or asking me to hang out on the weekend. Shyness just makes things so much more complicated. But now i'm turning into a hypocrite. alright well i REALLY gotta do hw. add more later.

love!

Madelyn

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

just a bit bored...

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Monday, February 06, 2006

fun with icons


ah yes that def represents this whole weekend for me.



these two remind me of Katie and Alicia, and them being like awwww that's so CUUUUUTTTE!

yea grease is the word, Katie would agree with me.





Sunday, February 05, 2006

Crazy In Love

Ha wow pretty fun weekend this weekend, no school tomarrow which is an amazing feeling like just being able to sleep in and not have to finish all my homework tonight. So Friday I went to brueggers with katie and Nancy and then Katie came back to my house and we just hung out for awhile. spiders are def disgusting haha. Saturfay I had prcatice which was ok besides the whole elbow swelling thing and w/e, yea it wasn't fun. But then I went to perkins with Alicia and Katie and then went back to Katie's where Alicia, nancy and I hung out and where alicia decided that "Crazy In Love" is my new like theme song, hence the title of this post, she also changed the meaning of "American Woman" for me forever, not sure if that's a good thing but o well. After that Nancy and Alicia left and I slept over at Katie's which was pretty fun, lol our list which needs finishing. Today's been pretty uneventful I came home and pretty much collapsed, all the sleep i've been missing finally caught up with me so I watched friends and slept and did some hw although not much. Super Bowl tonight, pretty much couldn't care less...def don't even know who's playing so yea. anyways...this week should be alright cuz no school monday, finger painting in art club tues, late start weds, pep fest friday and girls partay saturday...gettin our nails done and watching dirty dancing Havana nights and other good movies. Should be fun even though I still wanna go to snodaze.

*....Stop, you're surrounded
(Oh, I got my love) Love all around ya
(One wrong move) Move and I'll down ya
And that'll end ya (Uh)
You should surrender (Uh)
You'll never win
Unless you give in
So won't you give our love a chance?
Or do you only wanna dance?....*
-yea had this song in my head all weekend, been addicted to the dirty dancing hn soundtrack so yea hadta put it in here

M...1/2 of M&M? ;) I hope so

Friday, February 03, 2006

You Can't Hurry Love

You Can't Hurry Love-The Supremes

I need love, love
To ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine
But mama said

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
You got to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

But how many heartaches
Must I stand before I find a love
To let me live again
Right now the only thing
That keeps me hangin’ on
When I feel my strength, yeah
It’s almost gone
I remember mama said:

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take

How long must I wait
How much more can I take
Before loneliness will cause my heart
Heart to break?

No I can’t bear to live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that i, I can’t go on
These precious words keeps me hangin’ on
I remember mama said:

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

No, love, love, don’t come easy
But I keep on waiting
Anticipating for that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
To hold me tight
I keep waiting
I keep on waiting
But it ain’t easy
It ain’t easy
But mama said:

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take

Thursday, February 02, 2006

if i had one wish...

yea really have nothing to say, feeling a lil self concious and clingy today but thats ok i guess. tomarrow's friday that's pretty sweet, cept most people have very conflicting schedules this weekend/can't do anything for like no reason. so yea plans anyone? cuz i dont wanna spend like 2 of the 3 days all by myself!

dude no one comments on here anymore, it makes me sad, i feel so unloved!
COMMENT IF U LOVE ME! <3

p.s. happy sweet 16 nancy!

*...And it seems like I can't live a day without you...*

*...if I stumble, if I fall forgive i'm just learning as I go along...see me thorugh this aching heart has come so far to be with you...*

*....If I had one wish, we would be best friends, Love would never end, It would just begin... *

*...so sick of love songs, so sad and slow so why can;t I turn off the radio...* <-this is a really good sad valentines day song even though I don't exactly feel like this but I can def relate.

Maddy