random lyrics

...its really good to hear your voice saying my name it sounds so sweet coming from the lips of an angel hearing those words it makes me weak...

you should open your eyes...you dont know me, you're the one who looks right thru me now you're saying that you knew me when i was invisible

i'm not ready to make nice i'm not ready to back down i'm still mad as hell and i dont have time to go round and round and round its too late to make it right i probly wouldnt if i could...

been far away for far too long...i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

she said i think i'll go to boston i think i'll start a new life i think i'll start it over where no one knows my name...

i've been learning to live without you now, but i miss you sometimes, the more i know the less i understand, all the things i thought i knew i've been learning them again i've been trying to get down to the heart of the matter but my will gets weak and my thoughts seem to scatter but i think its about forgiveness, forgiveness even if, even if you dont love me anymore

i'm baaaaaack!

aloha! wow its been way too long but i've had better things to do lately than update my blog. Well firstly and most importantly its SUMMER at last, well its been summer for like a month now but you get the idea. I haven't been doing too much jsut hanging out with people which has been amazing. The all nighter with katie and alicia, the longest last day of school ever, mitchapalooza, gymnastics camp and the 4th of july week(end) just to name a few fun things. Looking forward to going to NY in a few weeks for the first time ever and getting to see my sister, yay!

so yea thats about it...enjoying the ride, and the tan!

MadSax

*...life is a highway i wanna ride it all night long if you're rolling my way I wanna drive it all night long with you...*

rascal flatts=mucho <3

so i dont really feel like updating but i had to put more really amazing songs in here. of course they're by rascal flatts
When the Sand Runs Out
I spent the morning at an old friend's grave
Flowers and amazing grace he was a good man
But he spent his whole life spinning his wheels
Never knowing how the real thing feels
He never took a chance or took the time to dance
And I stood there thinking as I said goodbye
Today's the first day of the rest of my life

Chorus:
I'm gonna stop looking back start moving on
And learn how to face my fears
Love with all of my heart make my mark
I wanna leave something here
Go out on a ledge without any net
That's what I'm gonna be about
Yeah I wanna be running when the sand runs out

Cause people do it every day promise themselves they're gonna change
I've been there
But I'm changing from the inside out that was then this is now
I'm a new man yeah I'm a brand new man
And when they carve my stone they'll write these words
Here lies a man who lived life for all it was worth
-Chorus-

Skin (Sarabeth)
Sara Beth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well, since the day that she fell
And the bruise just won't go away

So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad
And flips through an old magazine
Till the nurse with the smile stands in the door
And says will you please come with me

Sara Beth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white, something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you

Six chances in ten, it won't come back again
With the therapy we're gonna try
It's just been approved, it's the strongest there is
And I think that we caught it in time
And Sara Beth closes her eyes.

Chorus:
And she dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And a soft wind is blowing her hair

Sara Beth is scared to death
As she sits holding her mom
Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take
A girl with no hair to the prom

For just this morning, right here on her pillow
Was the cruelest of any surprise
And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn't deny
And Sara Beth closes her eyes

Chorus:
And she dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And a soft wind is blowing her hair

Bridge
It's quarter to seven, that boy's at the door
And her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap
They all start to cry
Cause this morning where his hair had all been
Softly she touches just skin

And they go dancing, around and around
Without any cares
And her very first true love is holding her close
And for a moment she isn't scared

It's been so long

umm hey. wow it's been so long since i've updated, i've become obsessed with myspace. (www.myspace.com/mcs122) umm the rest of march pretty much sucked except morp which was pretty fun. April's been going alright, the weather's getting really nice and with these days off school it really is starting to feel like summer even though there's still two months of school to go. I think by the middle of may i'll have pretty much chekced out though becuase after the ap history test everything hard is over. But that's def enough about school. Life otherwise has actualyl been sorta eventful-gymnastics is progressing which is kewl but also kinda scary. I have to work out with the level 7/8's this summer which means a different schedule, different coach and not seeing most of my level 6 teammates which is gonna kinda suck. but I really can't wait to actually be a level 7 and have my own floor routine and not have to compete level 6 with the girls that are going to next year, cuz they really are a pain in the ass. Umm what else... well i got asked to prom by this junior that i like barely know, this guy in my math and english class asked me out. said no to both by the way. umm idk the couple guys that i'd actually really want to go out with I like don't even have a chance so w/e. yep that's about it. update sometime later.
o but here's my current song obsession, bad day by daniel powter

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

D.H.T. songs

So I finally found the cd Katie made me for Christmas and I'm def loving these DHT songs and had to share the lyrics with you guys.

"Someone" ~D.H.T.
You can't eat, you can't sleep, you can weep when you love someone
Feels extreme when you dream, and you scream when you love someone

If you feel that strong
Can you see that, one

[Chorus]
Let me be your...
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel All right.

Every day and night
I wish I was your someone

Someone to hold you when you're weak
Someone to make you feel complete

Every day and night
I wish I was your someone

Someone

Don't you know, I will go, if you show that I can break through
Feels extreme when you dream, and you scream when you love someone

If you feel that strong
Can you see that you're the one

[Chorus]

And I hold you tight
You're still on my mind, I can't stand to live without you
And I can't forget you
Wherever you are, you're still on my mind

"I Can't Be Your Friend Anymore" ~D.H.T.
You can run to me
You can laugh at me
Or you can walk right out that door
But I can't be your friend anymore

This might come as quite a shock
But I've given it a lot of thought
This thing that's come between us can't be ignored
I've taken all I can
This is where it's got to end
Cause I can't be your friend anymore

And I can't be accused
Of not being there for you
How many nights have you shown up at my door
I hope you understand
That this wasn't in my plans
But I can't be your friend anymore

And it's killing me to know you
Without having a chance to hold you
And all I wanna do is show you how I really feel inside
You can run to me
You can laugh at me
Or you can walk right out that door
But I can't be your friend anymore

So baby now it's up to you
Do I win or do I lose
Will my heart fly or lie broken on the floor
Well take me as I am
Cause I want you to be my man
But I can't be your friend anymore

And it's killing me to know you
Without having a chance to hold you
And all I wanna do is show you
How I really feel inside
You can run to me
You can laugh at me
Or you can walk right out that door
But I can't be your friend anymore

And it's killing me to know you
Without having a chance to hold you
And all I wanna do is show you

You can run to me
You can laugh at me
Or you can walk right out that door
But I can't be "just friends" anymore

snowwww

SNOWDAY TODAY!

yesss. and mexico in one week.

that's all i got.


...madelyn has left the building

Don't Wanna Think About You

Well today's been pretty good. The weather is really nice and finally feels a little like spring which like makes my day. But yea idk I'm feeling pretty confident and besides being a tad pissed off I'm feeling pretty over this whole Matt thing. I know I made it a bigger deal than it needed to be but he totally made the wrong decisions too and shoulda just been honest with me. And I do intend to somehow tell him that in the future. But I guess I went about things the wrong way too, I tried to be someone I'm not, I tried to be outgoing and into everything he is. I can't say I regret doing alot of the stuff I did though because Sadies was really fun and I'm really glad I asked him and I'm glad I told him everything otherwise I'd still be sitting here wondering what would've happened if I had, even though this wasn't exactly what I had in mind. Oh well, there's gotta be someone out there that appreciates me and is attracted to me like I was with matt. But cmon can i find them soon, please?! So yea...not a whole lot else to explain or talk about really. I'm glad to have a bunch of stuff planned so I can keep my mind on that and who knows maybe i'll find a hot mexican boy over spring break ;) So it's all over...for now because I know there'll be days when I'll be sad again and want to have him and go back to when I thought he liked me, but when were those again? It was just all a fake, for him at least because I did and still would mean the things I said from the beginning. I jsut gotta keep up this attitude or try my best because "no man is worth a woman's tears and the only one who is would never make her cry."

Finally some clarity...
~Madelyn

i dont even know anymore...

They [ignore] each other and look the other way but they * both know > deep down // inside it wasn't supposed to end this way.

one day he's gonna realize
"wow she really did love me, i blew it."

she's risking a broken heart being with you.
please, don't let her down.

i just wanna call him up & be like
"take it or leave it" but i'm afraid to
because i have a feeling he'll leave it
cause he doesn`t need me as much
as i need him

everyone says to give up on you, but they don`t see you like i do. you`re the one who broke my heart the reason my world fell apart you`re the one who made me cry, yet i still love you and i don`t know why.

why am I so AFRAID to l.o.s.e you when you arent even mine?


Idk what to say, but I can't not say something I'm trying to be all logical and realistic about this but it's really hard cuz that's not me. can we just go back 2 months and start from there? can we just forget these last two months and have things go back to normal? would you just come talk to me already so I can move on and know there's no chance for us. I can't handle this imagination anymore. I wanna move on if that's what I gotta do, but i can't bring myself to leave the thought of being with you. I need you, why can't you just need me too? or at least tell me the truth