valentines day... * Searching all my days just to find you I'm not sure who I'm looking for I'll know it when I see you until then, I'll hide in my bedroom staying up all night just to write a love song for no one. *Monique was so right. Valentine's Day is so depressing. God it's not even here yet and i'm depressed. Nancy and Katie and I watched a chick flick tontie and i was awwww i want that SO much! As India arie said "I am ready for love!" Idk maybe i'd be better if i actually liked or had a chance with someone but the thing is I don't and it's not like i can make myself like someone. I love that John Mayer song, I can relate to it so well. (it's the thing at the top if you didn't know.) I sorta feel like I'm missing out on something or that like some part of me hasn't been opened yet because I've never been in love. I mean I know I'm only 15 but that really doesn't matter to me, I can love someone just as much as I could if I was 35. Uhhhh ok I'm gonna try and not dwell on this because * You can�t hurry love No, you just have to wait You got to trust, give it time No matter how long it takes * WisHiNg yoU ALl LovE! ~Madelyn

* Searching all my days just to find you I'm not sure who I'm looking for I'll know it when I see you until then, I'll hide in my bedroom staying up all night just to write a love song for no one. *

Monique was so right. Valentine's Day is so depressing. God it's not even here yet and i'm depressed. Nancy and Katie and I watched a chick flick tontie and i was awwww i want that SO much! As India arie said "I am ready for love!" Idk maybe i'd be better if i actually liked or had a chance with someone but the thing is I don't and it's not like i can make myself like someone. I love that John Mayer song, I can relate to it so well. (it's the thing at the top if you didn't know.) I sorta feel like I'm missing out on something or that like some part of me hasn't been opened yet because I've never been in love. I mean I know I'm only 15 but that really doesn't matter to me, I can love someone just as much as I could if I was 35. Uhhhh ok I'm gonna try and not dwell on this because * You can�t hurry love No, you just have to wait You got to trust, give it time No matter how long it takes *

WisHiNg yoU ALl LovE!

~Madelyn