So much changes in a year

My Soul Sister (3-28-04)
She's my anti-drug
A shoudler to cry on
she always cheers me up
and is there for me
I love her so much
I hope she knows
I hope this never changes


Forever.....? (2-5-05)
Best friends....Forever
wonder how many times we said that
No matter how many times it never made it true
Maybe we both knew
But then why was I so surprised?
Once we made a pact that if this happened one of us would ask why
Well I'm asking
Why did things change so much?
Why don't we talk anymore?
Why did we drift so far from each other?
I'm still here wondering...waiting...
My tears falling without your shoulder to dry them.

It's so hard to believe that both of these are about the same person. And only written a year apart.

*.....Friends we've been for so long/Now true colors are showing/Makes me wanna cry oh yes it does/Cuz I had to say goodbye/By now I should know/That in time things must change/So it shouldn't be so bad/So why do I feel so sad/How can I adjust/To the way that things are going/It's killing me slowly/Oh I just want it to be how it used to be.....*