Shiver

Hey all. summer's been treating me pretty well so far. Katie came up to the lake with my family on saturday and nancy and sydney came on sunday after their soccer tournament. That was fun, first lake weekend of the summer which was hard for me to believe, not quite sure why. Katie and I spent some time behind the boat on the jetski thingy which was so much fun "AHH I CANT SEE!" Syd was scared of the fish so when we went out on the rafts she wouldn't stop kicking which got us al wet. nancy acquired two nicknames-weed checker and gimpy tehehe. And then I got pretty burnt yesterday or so it seemed but it pretty much all turned to tan today so thats kewl. other than that I haven't been up to too much lately. I hafta go get a bone scan tomara because they think i might've stress fractured my back. bah!! And camp's next week so i'm really hoping they won't say I hafta rest it for a long time or anything. that would totally suck. But maybe it's not fractured just like "overused" as the guy put it last week. But yeah, camp's next week. Like half excited for that. Really excited to room with danni and hang with everyone and have Krissy for dance, that's like the best part of my whole day. But i'm kinda freaking out wondering what I'll hafta work this year, it happens to me almost every year and usually it turns out fine cuz they never make you do anything you're really scared of or anything but this year my idea is to really push myself because I wanna have my level 6 routines as good as I can get them come september...the first meet. I really need to mke state in december this year because I need to be a 7, even if i can't compete 7 yet. I suck at pushing myself and meeting goals though. Guess I'll just hafta change my ways. I should write about that! Gosh i've just like run out of ideas lately cuz I usually write about love or lack thereof but it gets old after awhile, ya know? I've tried ot write about my faith but it always turns out so cheesy and superficial sounding. I'll hafta right about drive, perserverance and determination then maybe it'll cause me to push myself harder.
*sigh....* well ok i'm kinda drained now so i'm gonna end this. write more later.

Sending my love to YOU

Madelyn

*....You chew me up/And spit me out/Enjoy the taste I leave in your mouth/You look at me/I look at you/Neither of us know what to do/There may not Be another way to your heart/So I guess I'd better find a new way in/I shiver when I hear your name...*