i hate myself I am a horrible person

I am terrible. I am selfish. I only worry about me and don't realize what the people around me are going through. *...I was blind but now I see....* I see that maybe for once he needs me instead of me always depending on him. Tonight I realized that all year I've been worrying about myself, me being depressed me loving someone i can never have, me not knowing if i was in love with him, me trying to sort out my feelings, me trying to deal when he told me he loved someone else. but did i ever think that maybe he depended on me just as much as I did him? Well I'm here for you now babe. I'm eternally sorry I wasn't before but now I am, i promise. I just want you to be happy even if it's with someone else's love. I can't be happy without you happy.

love, -whatever that is

Madelyn

*...all that i want is to be where you are...*

*...oh when you're cold i'll be there hold you tight to me when you're low i'll be there by your side baby...*