Hugs

Hey everybody! what's up with y'all? this week is going really slow for me. I really wanna go back to chicago. Not really for the city tho, for Katie. All the sudden I feel kinda secluded and alone. I don't/feel like I can't tell my parents about all this stuff and without Katie in the house or even in MN there's really no family I can talk to. I mean I have pretty great friends who i know i can talk to but it's like they've heard it all and have no more advice for me. Ever felt like u need someone but u just can't get to them? Idk that's the best way I can think of to describe my feelings right now. The last few days i've felt like walking around with one of those buttons that say "I need a Hug." God on sunday and monday it was unbelievable how much better a hug from someone would have made me feel. Although that's partly my fault because I haven't really shared my feelings with too many people so it's not like they know I'm not okay. I keep thinking of the people that are far away from me- Katie, Abbey, Sarah, Justin, Taylor, John. I really wanna see them all and just not have to explain myself and just hug them and cry on their shoulders. It would mean a lot to me right now. Well i'm gunna go. Send me some love especially if you're one of those ppl up there. Better days will come...

Madelyn

*...You should be here with me babe you should be here with me babe ooo i wish you were here....*